the real world?

it has been almost 2 weeks since I graduated from college, although I am still waiting for my diploma in the mail, I am done! done done done!! and here comes the real world, or something like it. looking for a job, a real job, even a part time real job is an interesting process. within just a few months of moping around and aimlessly shoving my resume to the most random places, the shit finally hit the fan. the weird thing is.. i have not even been desperate in my search. i have only sent one formal resume out, with cover letter and all. and somehow, through word of mouth the random jobs just keeping coming in from people i know and such. now i have to juggle my way through all of them to pick and chose which ones are for keeps. today i started my first week of 9-5. it wasn't so bad. the rest of my week will be like this for my training to be a field interviewer. im really excited about this job, although its just part time, and if all goes well i will write more about it later. besides the crazy job lost and found, ive been having fun. vanessa and i did another round of double v action the other night at our favorite place in the mission, where someone stole my favorite jacket, but the night was one to go down in vv history... its rare that two very tired and lazy girls will get their asses off the couch after singing along to RENT the movie to look fabulous at a club scene. i have also been drinking more wine, this is due to the fact that 1. i am older now. 2 i got a lot of wine bottles for my bday 3. it just seems the right thing to do.

i have really just been enjoying myself and have stopped trying to figure myself out and have given up on figuring others out as well. i roll with the punches, although i wish there were not so many in my direction. its a weird feeling to be done with school and to not have a place to be and nobody pampering me with classes that need to be taken or essays to write. i am still in summer mode so i have yet to enjoy the freedom of being out of school and unemployed. wow i look forward to life.

tahoe... 2 weekends ago

currently reading "Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close" Jonathan Safran Foer