the never ending

there's a war in my head
i want it to end
back and forth the opposing sides fight
they knock my brains back and forth
i can hear them yelling to one another
why are they fighting?
i want this to end
it weakens my heart
tum tum goes my heart
the drops of the blood that fill my veins
that boil inside me
that fuel my head
that let the sides fight
inside my head
drop drop goes the blood in my heart
and the drops of the water i feel on my head
on my head drop the drops
the drops of the water come from above
drip drop drip drop
droop goes my face and the fight that's inside
why the fight? why the fight?
i want to be walking barefoot on the grass
and feel the earth on my skin
tickle my feet and tickle my head
so the fight would stop
it would stop in my head