laid off

sigh

so we are all getting the boot and its pretty sad walking the halls at work and seeing the look on everyone's face preparing for what's ahead.

but i am keeping my chin up high. this is a push for me to do bigger and better things and to finally kick myself to strive and be motivated again.

i hope to gain my spirit back.
for now i am just really stressed out about finding another job, especially since im competing with all these exec's who also just got laid off. no more frivolous shopping and lunches out and designer jeans and vacations, boo.

yikes! what will become of me....