take a long breath....

being on vacation makes me tired and lazy. i have returned from my crazy travels in europe and here I am in southern california once again. its good to not do anything once in a while. i do have stories from the past 3 weeks but some i am keeping to myself and some you all gotta call me and beg for me to tell you such fancy fables. its crazy how just a 10 hour flight home changes everything. as soon as i stepped foot in my house i already felt pressured. i felt as if something had to be done. I felt guilty about sleeping in, watching TV at 12pm and sitting on my butt eating ice cream. but then I took a look back at the time I spent with my friends in France and in Spain and suddenly all the guilty feelings dissapeared. Although I envy their lifestyle of waking up at 2 pm, having breakfast at 4 and doing completely nothing and working on my tan until 11pm dinner time and getting ready for the day to start, making all the necessary plans to meet up and hitting the bars... i realized that just because I am back home in the States I can still have that laid back attitude. I am going to use all the free vacation time I have before school starts to live the life I did in France. No more guilty feelings. this is my vacation, right?

An update on myself:
I smile regularly
I have dirty feet and it doesn't bother me
I stopped ironing my hair
Everyone says it looks nice curly
My calves have grew some muscles (all the walking in Barcelona paid off)
I listen to French music
I am in dire need of an iPod
I gotta go!!

I'll check back soon as soon as I am back in SF